First of all, thank you all so much for your kind comments...emails...messages of concern...listening...margaritas (thanks, candy!) and most of all, your friendship over the past week or so. I can't tell you how encouraged and loved I have felt.
I don't really know what to 'say'. I'm not one for publishing my 'laundry' so to speak but I also want this blog to be real. Me. And so I can't just leave it, you know? I have to say something...but what?
How about music. I know, I know...music again? Yes. It's how I heal and it's how I can tap into what I feel. This song that is playing- it's called "How to Save a Life" by Fray. Let's just say that after crying out to God, at a critical turning point kind of moment, He gave me this song.
And so for me, this song is about a man and his wife...and hurt...and crying out to God...and God saving their life. It's a kind of medley between hurt and hope- between wanting to handle something and getting hung up on things... to praying and letting God heal.
I hate to be vague...and I realize that in a way, it's annoying to say the least. But just know that God is good and I'm okay. And that I am a very blessed girl to have such great friends!
3 comments:
I've called your cell a million times! Sorry i dont leave voicemails, i'm bad about that. Get back at me! =D
I will continue to pray for you, and even though I realize that I don't really know you aside from a hello at church or learning at a tech cadre, I still have had you on my heart!
Continue to be encouraged by the One who can heal all hurts & wounds, and restore that which has been altered.
Blessings & Peace - Lindsay
I am glad to hear you're feeling better. =)
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